i finally and truly learned to love at the age of 43. my boys, one is an Autistic man/child age 17 1/2 and the other just 16. through a list of tragic events i hit the fork in the road. i could never understand what i was doing wrong, because i could never feel God's love. no matter how many times i repented my sins, it just was missing something. my prayer request is for Jacob and Caleb that they may feel the love of Christ the way i have. it is such a wonderful feeling that they truly deserve to know his love. thank you