dear God, i don't know if You can really hear me.. every time i cry in the middle of the night, Your name is who i call.. and i believe that You're always around me.. for me.. the past days, weeks, months and even years now, i have utter an word healing from you.. i know that you have touched me with Your Divine Hands and healed me.. may i asked the same thing again from You? am in pain.. great pain that sometimes, i don't know what to do anymore.. why are there still wounds and scars over my body? i have tried consulting a doctor.. too may of them had me in medications and still no findings of this kind of illness. am i dying? because 6 years ago, when my father died, he had scars like this and am troubled.. am deeply depressed.. am stressing out.. am thinking that am not getting well.. dear God, i need You in my life.. please help me.. please heal me.. please take off these wounds and scars over me.. please take away all the pain inside my body.. i still want to be productive and be of help to my family.. am so scared.. can You really hear me? can You please heal me? please..