I feel as though I am actually able to speak to God and sure could use some prayers. My life is not easy it has been one of physical abuse. My children are now grown and I am on my own. I have no friends and sadness overwhelms me.. I spend almost the entire day in my bed. I hate that I am unable to do things and that I am a roly poly. I have pain in my back and vertigo. People see me as fat and undesirable yet, I want love in my life again. Lord you know that I have always loved my children and enjoyed that life I had with them but know there is physical distance between us and my happy times are few. Please bless me Lord and help me find love again. Someone who will truly love me for who I am a be able to see the good that is inside of me. Please help me to be functional and out going. Help me find Life again. I thank you Amen