Dear lord am sorry for unkniwingly distroying the gift u have given me. Am sorry lord .Please forgive me for the doubt I had ..I messed everything all again. .Please settle things lord ..Please make it work...I need to change myself. Give me strength to understand ur plan for me .. am sure u have a better plan . . I just have to trust u. Lord please forgive me for my mistakes... Lord . Please help us lord. .We need u .I pray in Jesus name...amen