I pray for JP, that he is healed of all his demons, that he is healed from addiction, that he returns to his mother to talk to her, that they are talking again. I pray I can speak to him, I pray our relationship is healed in the best way it needs to be, as I love him very much. I pray that there is a miracle and that we can be together. I pray he doesn't hurt me. I pray he doesn't hurt himself. I pray he tells me his true feelings. I pray for courage to actually hear it and accept it. Amen