I know after reading all those stories from other people, I find my is not worth to mention. But I read somewhere that it said laid my burden upon Him and He will show me the way, so I thought I would give this a try.

I don't know how to pray. When people ask me to pray, my mine runs over a thousand things and the ones that I settled with is not truly 100% from my heart.

I am 32 years old. I graduated high school more than 10years but still could not focus on a set major or career. Moving from jobs to jobs, but do not progress in skills. Although I have tried my best, but things don't go upwards. Coworkers loved me and everything but the one thing to progress on the job, that i can not provide. Financially wise, I'm getting into more debts just to cover my basic needs. I feel not so useful at all, and starting to become a burden to everybody. I don't want to live this way anymore. I don't want just to be existed and that's it. I started to ask questions regarding my existence. Why am I here, if I am just a burden. I don't want to be a problem to anyone. IF that's the purpose of my existence, PLEASE don't let it progress any longer. A piece of me is dying day by day and I find myself crying more often these days. My hope is running low. I don't know how to carry on anymore.