I need lots of Strength I am creating drama in my friendship that I have had with my friend for almost a Year. I need lots of Strength so I don't make her mad or annoy her or Irritate her. I need Strength so I can stop having feelings that she doesn't want to spend time with me. I need lots of Strength to stop having the same bad dream that I have been having. I need Strength to stop being jealous of my friend being friends with other friend that is my friend. I don't want my friend that i have had for almost a year to push me complete away. I need lots of Strength so I don't cause any more problems and so we don't have the same emotional conversations. I need lots of Strength so I don't manipulate her anymore. She keeps telling me I am not going to loose her friendship. I need lots of Strength so I can have her call me and only say Good Morning in her text.