I know in my heart it is wrong to ask our Lord and Father for financial help but I need direction. I am disabled.I am recently divorced and living on a fixed income. During my marriage I had several credit cards and the ability to pay more than the minimum. Divorced, I now have rent, health insurance, car insurance and upkeep, food, cell phone and utilities. Have had my electric turned off, cell phone suspended. I did disconnected my cable and my internet rate went up. Cell phone is my only phone. This evening my cell phone died. Free phone, but connection fees, taxes, insurance. I am now over drawn. Drive the car as little as possible. It's I take one step forward an slide back three.Rob Peter to pay Paul. I've tried bill consolidation loans---Too much Companies that work with debt problems---Not enough debt. There are times when I just want to give up. I suffer from medical depression and bi-polar disorder. I don't answer the phone for bill collectors. I have had many days when I just stayed in bed, unable to move. I am drowning. I pray to die and when I awake in the morning, sometimes I happy I was blessed to have another day. Others not so much. I need direction. I don't want a windfall. I just want to keep my head above the water. I don't know what to do. I pray to my Holy Father and his Son Jesus to hear my prayers and show me the way