I have been where you are. The exception was he made a lot of money and I stayed home with the kids, also adultry doesn't count in the state of Florida. No fault state. So a 20,000 attorney against a 500 attorney. I was railroaded for 3 years never got in front of a judge. He got primary care giver. That was 20 years ago. The kids grew up great anyway. There were things that happened in my life that would not have if we would have stayed married. It does get better and there is definately a new blessing coming for you. It may not come tomorrow but its coming. In the mean time. Do one good thing for yourself a day if its just an icy you really like, buy yourself one and be happy in that minute and the minutes will increase. Also walking does wonders for depression. I pray for you to find some joy and peace! God loves you! He chose you to be his child.

Thanks.