Prayer Request
My name is Lisa Miller. I'm going through some of the hardest times of my life at this moment. I moved into my parents home to help take care of my terminally ill mother last year in March. I also paid my mother rent every month from the time I moved in. 3 weeks ago she went into the hospital & hasn't come home . She will most likely won't be coming home. Since the time she went into the hospital my brother & sister have tried to force me to move out onto the street. My brother has threatened no my life. My step father has changed the locks on the house ( I live in the garage with no water, toilet, shower or cooking facilities) I've had to get restraining orders on both my sister & brother. My mother has dimensia & they have convinced her that I have robbed her & abused her. None of Wich could be further from the truth. I don't have a driver's licence due to a DUI 9 years ago. My family has informed the local SHERRIFS Dept & the C.H.P. to have me arrested. They won't let me see my mom. The nurse in the hospital told me she dosent want to see me. I don't understand any of it. I have nowhere to go & my phsycological disorders (bi polar, clinical depression, ptsd& generalized anxiety disorder) are being severely affected negatively. I am so lost. I cry myself to sleep when I can sleep. I can't eat. I feel like I have no reason to live. I've been through alot of bad things in my life. 2 failed marriages, 4 children that hate me (for good reason I was a terrible mother) I was a terrible person when I was young (drugs, alcohol, in & out of jail ) I'm not that person anymore by any means. I don't think I'm going to make it this time.... I feel so empty, alone, lost. Please pray for peace for myself & that I'm able to pull myself out of this bad, bad situation in one peace & not loose my mind. I love the Lord & he's never left me in the past. I just hope this isn't the end for me...God bless
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My sweet, sometimes these things are a blessing in disguise. I'm so sorry that you're hurting. Ask the local church of your choice for help with affordable housing or maybe a living situation. You may qualify for a $50/month apartment. Have you applied for disability? I think you may well get it. God's peace and love on you and mine, too!
Thinking n praying for you. God as forgive you of your past doings n he is with u he will never leave you. I pray for protection over you n for you to get the help you need. I also thank god for you. X
Thank u for ur prayers.... It's only by reading things like this.... That people I don't even know r praying for me that keeps me keeping on..... I want to believe that this is the last bad storm in my life cuz Lord knows I've weathered many storms in my life but I was younger then. I am now 52 going on 53 years old & everything is just harder.... It's hard to explain.... But thank u so much for thinking & praying for me.... God bless u dear....
Thinking n praying for you x i get whag u mean i am 41 n the ammount of storms i been through is enough for most people but j know god is with me through it all. Thinking of u hugs x
Thank u so much..... Hope ur doing well....
I just found out about 5 days ago that my mother passed on September 26th.... I've been denied "closure" on top of everything else that my screwed up step family has done to me..... I am so empty.... lost..... I can't even think of a word that would fully describe the way I feel..... Please pray all the prayers that u possibly can for me.... This is a storm that is becoming doubtful that I will be able to endure.... God bless....