Lord Jesus I'm glad that I'm able to speak with her again. I think we might be getting somewhere. Lord I'm asking please help us to go into a relationships.One problem that I worry about is I tend to be shattered by other females. Please don't let this ruin the relationship that we might be forming. I'm asking please help me to overcome the temptation of lust. Please help me and Shonda grow close towards each other. I really think about her alot.