I need vision and purpose. I dont know what dream to feed. Not vision of the future so much as just what I want to be. I have let so many ideas die or had so many doors closed that i don't have a vision of what i want to do with my life, I just know I want to serve God. But what will that look like for me. I want to be passionate about something. A channel by which I serve the lord, a title to look forward too maybe.