Dear God, I know all my prayers have been nothing but requests every single time. I always ask for you to bless me, to give me strength and courage, and to guide me to where you will me to be. I’m sorry if it always seems that I’m asking you for something. But really, with the time that passes while I’m in this place, I feel more defeated and more afraid every day. All I have is this tiny ember of hope, that one day I will be free from this place and its horrors. I’m so weak, God. Most of the time, all I need is you to carry me because I don’t have the strength anymore. I need you to just tell me what to do to be happy and unafraid, because I just feel lost and tired now. I really need you here with me, God.