Please pray God heals all the unforgiveness and bitterness and resentment I have in my heart from all the people who hurt me in the past, especially Brad. Please also pray that God would help me open my heart and fill me with His unconditional love. I am drowning in a meth addiction and I want to be healed but I'm not reaching out for help because the only times I ever have, I have gotten shamed or hurt or both. Please pray God will help me to accept that no one loves me and no one will.