Lord help me to quit living in the past and move forward in my life without guilt or shame. I have done some things that I am not proud of and they haunt me; I can't get these things out of my head, so much so that I don't get a good night of sleep anymore. I know I should let go and give it all to you, but sometimes it's so hard. I'm so tired, tired of fighting these feelings, tired of feeling like a failure, tired of feeling alone and unlovable. Lord please have mercy upon my soul for all the things that I have done/said/did wrong. I know that you are able to heal but there are times that I feel un-healable; I just want peace, peace in my mind body and spirit. I feel so weak and I want to be strong, strong for you, strong for my family, strong for those who love me. Please hear my cry. In your name I pray AMEN