I pray for the stupid mistakes that I have made and pray for healing of my body. I pray for the relationship with my sister; we have not spoken to each other in almost 2 months and it bothers me . . . she is my best friend and I miss her. I know I should be the bigger person and try to mend this whole situation but I can't do it, she hurt me; she said some really mean things and I want her to apologize but I know she never will. I feel lost and alone . . . Lord please help me right now and hear my cry that I need help. In your name I pray, AMEN.