Please pray God hears my cry and intervenes immediately in my situation. My life depends on the Holy Spirit changing my heart and God being attentive to my cry and helping me quickly. I have had depression for 20 years now and nothing helps really. I have had an eating disorder that turned into a meth addiction that I want to get out of but can't due to my insane fear of gaining weight and the depression I would experience coming off of it along with my depression I already have would be too much to handle. Please pray for me. I can't pretend I'm fine too much longer. I've experienced too much rejection to reach out. I don't want to die like this. Please pray for me. I'm at the end of my rope and my life depends on it.