I don't want to take my life but I can't bear living with depression and this addiction anymore. I have no friends. I have no one who understands. My ex is a narcissist and makes me feel increasingly suicidal. I can't get out of my situation alone. I don't want to bother people with my problems so I'm not reaching out. I'm quiet when I should be screaming for help. God knows I'll die quietly. Please pray God intervenes in my situation in whatever way He chooses and turns it around before its too late and I give up hope completely. I'm almost at the end of my rope. This is a serious request. My life depends on it. Please pray for me. I don't want to die.