Dear God,
I feel awful right now. When I entered this relationship, I had no idea it would get this tough in between. What have I not done for this guy? Was all supportive when he was looking for a job and was giving me silent treatments. Decided to even move cities to be near him once he got the job. Came back to my home before finalizing the final move to be near to him and again, after 3 months of Long distance, he tells me it's draining for him and he is confused about our future. Have I not done enough? Is this what I deserve? The previous guys I went out for a short while also ghosted and double timed me. Is this what I deserve for being sincere and honest? One bad date after another. I just really want a good support system with someone I love. How is that too much to ask for? Why does this keep happening to me...