First I want to thank God and all archangels for being with me during my hardships and tensions.

I pray to Lord for making me much stronger so that I don't depend on anyone except God. For the past 8 months I have been in love with a person who was my ex colleague. Little did I know that he is staying with his wife.. although I am aware that he has a 11 year old son. I am a single mom with a 19 year old daughter. Although I expressed my feelings to him several times but he never expressed his feelings or gave me clarity about his married situation.

I was constantly messaging him under the impression that he is single and he was always silently reading my messages. But he totally took advantage of me and never brought me clarity until it's too late and my heart broke into pieces....

In front of God I won't lie but I admit I was wrong not making sure of it. I did ask him several times if he is married or if he is dating any other woman.

He always kept me in dark and finally called me once after 8 months and told me he loves me too but in marriage and with wife.

I am so depressed and totally shattered and feeling like suisidal but just holding on to survive my daughter....and for God's sake.

Please pray for me that I become strong again and restore my peace and health.