Having another hard time during this holiday season. I am 65 y/o and since I was 23 y/o I have lost all my feelings for the Holidays because of a divorce. I usually spent them alone because I always had to send my children to their father. And now that they are older and I have grandchildren, they live in other states which makes it hard for them to come and for me to travel to them. Especially with this virus, I can't see them this year which is really working on me. I pray every day to keep up my faith and to help me get through the holidays, but for some reason this year is harder. I don't like feeling this way, but I need lifting up....I will continue to pray and have faith that the good Lord will help, but extra prayers will help.