Please pray I wouldn't feel the need to bond with anyone. I trust way too quickly and get my heart broken and I'm sick of this happening and I've had my hopes crushed so many times, I'm afraid to hope in anyone or even God anymore. I'm trying to accept that God won't help me, He never loved me, and I'm probably not going to heaven if I've been praying and seeking God as long as I have and all I have gotten is rejection and being ignored. Please pray God takes all desire and lonliness away from me and I feel perfectly fine alone without people or God. I just know God doesn't love me. Please pray He would show me or tell me what I did that was so terrible to be ignored the way I am.