Dear Heavenly Father,
I am praying for your loving hand. My husband expressed how nice it was to have you put into his ex-wife's 6 1/2 years on this earth. He keeps telling me I am messing up because I am organized enough not to run out of items in the house and that the cupboards are too full and we should run out of things before I buy more. I get yelled at constantly and telling me what a screw-up I am. He swears at me in my face and it hurts. I am great looking and that I went threw men. (not true) I had very few boyfriends. In another breath he tells me he loves me and how smart I am. I don't feel the love Father that I need but it is a marriage and a promise not only to him but to you. Father I am crying a lot I need your help. His drinking is getting worse and I don't feel I am going to survive it. I won't go and give up not on you or him. Please make this life livable. I just told him how I feel and things are good for tonight. He forgets things because of his drinking. Help things get easier in this lifetime. I only have this life and it is not a lot of time Father. I pray to you through Jesus Christ good name. Amen