I’m trying to get closer to the lord the way I do things is not working I need my heart to open I need guidance and strength and forgiveness free my mind of all the negative lord and just let me feel your presence your love I need you I love you Please lord show me the way and I will not let you down I’m so damaged and broken I just want to love myself I don’t want to live with hate and regret and resentment free me from these burdens lord thank you for not giving up on me and loving me even though I cannot love myself right now I know you always will because you are forgiving and loving and pure show me life again I’ve been so patient and caring and loving everyone else comes first and I continue to get beat down by the ones I love help me forgive others not for them but for myself take away the toxic I don’t know how to feel but numb inside I don’t understand please surround me with patience love hope faith it’s time to let things go help me to do this I love you and believe in you thank you