Prayers please for me. I strongly desire to be back in the game of life to love and serve and flirt and be playful and enjoy life. I seem to have fallen in a hole. Ilearned a lot, about my pride and my fear of people but I'm stuck here. I pray God turns this mishap into something good. I am afraid to face my responsibilities now. The problems I let pile up because of the shame of my actions. Shame is a prison it seems it also seems to be pride that keeps me from coming back. Knowing this doesn't seem to help though. I have faith that God will restore me and make a way for me. Buy idk if I can face the things that keep me stuck here. I truly need a miracle to do the things that should be easy for most. Thanks for hearing my troubles and spending time to.pray for me.