Please pray God would help me open my heart and surrender and be able to recieve His grace and mercy and unconditional love and let it surpass the stubborn unworthiness that is currently blocking any type of healing that could happen. Please pray God would help me know His voice and what He wants me to do in my situation. Please pray God would help me with grace and courage to do it and give me peace to accept whatever His will is for my life. Please pray God would deliver me from a drug addiction and depression and suicidal thoughts.