Still struggling and feeling lost. Have had a few Blessings and I thank Jesus so much for it is getting us by. I started two gig jobs on side selling home decor and children's books praying sales will pick up. Still homeschooling my two grandsons and putting up with son. Just wish I did not feel stuck in life. Decades go by and I see people progressing and here I sit. Then I have to hear how people talk about me but you don't even know me or family members who don't even visit right call nothing but yet when a form of opinion against me. Last parent passed away this year late January and the funeral and The inheritance courts has just been a nightmare of how they like to portray me to others and then others are quick to believe I'm just sick of it. Portraying me in a negative light so they could be shown in a bright light. I have mixed kids mixed grandkids and I'm poor that's the only thing you got but you use it against me as trying to say that I'm less than. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I don't go out but yet I'm treated as a disease by family. With the inheritance of my last parent the only older sibling is screwing me left and right nobody cares, nobody listens. I just wish to God and pray that a blessing can be stowed upon me that's so great will be out of homelessness out of poverty and the roles could just get reversed. I wish I could meet great people and Friends to make family like they have done the only problem is though I'm not going to lie to portray myself as something that I'm not. My soul is tired, tired of struggling, tired of not having no one. Please pray God will be my protector my Vindicator and for financial blessings