Dear God, I am weak and exceedingly weak. I am a wonderful person. I am serving you wholeheartedly. Yet, there are things I need that seem so far away.
I have one daughter, and 3 grandchildren. She has been estranged from me since the age of 18 years. She has treated me with contempt. She demonstrates no respect in anything pertaining to me. She has recently moved away, from me, to a city some 20 hours. Why she has behaved like this, it baffles me.
I have nieces, nephews, other family members, and friends who adore, and respect me. I feel so alone this Christmas. I cried over 3 nights since they left on December 21, 2021. I felt so lonely that my cousin came and brought me to her house to spend time together and have Christmas with her and her children.
I ask the question, ‘why is she treating me this way?’ I have given her the best life as a single mother.
Hear my cries oh Lord, attend unto my prayers. When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than 1.