Everything is falling a part. Have learned so many want me to fail, against me.

I want to start over with just my grandsons and myself. I need my income tax to come through this year with no hold backs and my inheritance at the right amount released. Going to leave everyone. Tired of people calling me out my name, belittling and so much more. I have sat back to insure others success and I can't even get a thank you.

Jesus I Can't deal with this anymore I'm going to snap, I need to live for me now in a good environment for grandsons. Jesus please show me your still with me