Dear Lord, please make sure my family speaks to me again before Mother’s Day even though I’m not in the wrong. As you know. If I did say that as you know I would of apologies and admit it straight away. As you know I never go round saying to people that sort of stuff about someone. I only mention it what’s on my mind as you know to support, friends and family. As you know my mom mentions about Dean what he’s like etc. and wish for her to stop moaning and let my sister and brother in law to be together no matter what. They both love me Ali and Dean and wish to put this behind us for good without family blaming me and want nothing to do with me and for blocking me without talking. I want all 3 to apologies to me as it’s no good for my health if something goes wrong without family support. I want to be in the family no matter what and to be loved forever. All of the family loves me. And pray for me also not to mention anything and keep quiet by keeping happy thoughts in my mind. I want them to apologies to me without upsetting me in anger. I loves my family and I cannot live without family even though we live once and die once. Amen 🙏