I am 52 yrs old and mother of 7 married for 34 yrs and husband walked out on me and our 19 yr old son with moderate to severe autism almost a year now... where still married bc he doesnt want to give me alimony... but he left me for a 26yr old .. most of our kids are older than her.. he isnt helping me with his son or even spending much time with the other kids, or grand babies.. this is heart breaking he was the only person ive ever been with and he told me God told him to hate me and leave, i know better than that.. but that was his excuse.. our son doesnt understand why his daddy left and misses him but he just doesnt care.. please pray for me and our kids for peace ... he has shattered my heaart into a million peices and things dont seem like there getting better for me, i have depression and anxiety more than ever bc of this.. please pray for me...