Please pray for us on this coming Friday....My son and I and daughter are going to Eugene to start the paperworks to find the son I gave up for adoption, 26 years ago.....The kids's father is with cancer, altough so far so good, he has chemo now....surgery removed tumor....But I wanted to find him when he was 18, but the adoption agency that we went thru..scorned me for attempting the search because he would be leaving the nest....I was soo shook up with guilt and fears and all that other stuff, that I left that day and could not bring myself to search until now. My son is going to be there for me.(thank goodness)...I am soo nervous and afraid, soo many questions.....But, my son and the other son are full bloodied brothers, they have the same mom and dad...my daughter is his half-sister(same moms)...And they are both excited!...They waited for me to talk first, altough they have known their whole lives.....I am sooo nervous!