REALLY need strength & to feel encouraged today.. some urgent unspoken needs. Need to feel like my prayers are working & God hasn’t forgotten about me.

I used to be SO optimistic & faith-filled.

Since losing my mom suddenly, my faith has gone down drain.

Prayed for a husband and to have children almost 20 yrs. Now I’m 38. I’ve been independent, focused on myself and God.. not settled..
everything you are supposed to do. I’ve been very patient, but my time to have babies is running out. Ill be 39 in December & i need a LIGHT… HUGE CLEAR ray of HOPE this week that it’s soon. That I will be THE ONE this YEAR.