Father in heaven, I have been draining my energy looking for teaching jobs in the USA. I definitely love teaching in a place where I am right now but the salary does not suffice my family's needs. I am loaded with so many burdens already-taking care of my elderly mother . I have two siblings who are mentally ill and I want them to be put in an institution or somehow help them in their medication. I am a source of comfort of my family and I am already exhausted because I cannot pour anything from an empty cup. I am afraid ,Father of dying and leaving huge debts to my family. My children are young and I do not want them to bear the sufferings that result from my decisions. Please help me feel that what I am doing right now is a part of YOUR plans for me because I am already exhausted and losing hope. Speak to me Father and help me discern that still small voice. I am begging for YOUR guidance. Amen.