Hi Carmen, I will pray for you. I totally understand where your coming from. My situation is pretty similar to yours.... I too have grown up children and they both live in different states. Pretty far away so I can't even see my grandchildren. 2 of them I never see or even get to talk to. My daughter just doesn't take the time to have any real sort of relationship. She only calls when she needs money or it is close to a Birthday or gift time. She in her 33 years has never given my Mom or me a B-Day Card, Christmas Card, Thank-you Card and never a gift of any kind. She was not raised that way!!! And My Son lives far away also. And He kinda lives the motto ~ Love the One Your With that is there!! I occasionally get to see my Grandsons once in awhile. I have been a widow for almost 20 years now. I sure miss him so much!! Anyway, I am disabled & really sick on top of it for many years and I also have to help my elderly Mom to take care of. It takes all I have to get through the day!! I just keep on praying and talking to God everyday. God- Bless You Carmen and I hope this helped you some. Your not alone!!! Sending Healing Hugs & Prayers for your loneliness. Amen :)

My dear these are clear signs of depression! You need immediate medical attention. Please consult a psychiatrist, and you’ll be happy you did! My prayers for you. Surrender totally to God and ASK GoD to help you. But go to psychiatrist right away!

Pray for Father to give you strength to get through each day, only attend to this day, He will help you to take care of what you are capable of. Remember you are never really alone, He is always with you and sends His children to help strengthen and comfort you. It sounds like you have your hands full Carmen, is there anyone who can help you? Can Mother have a home care worker come assist at all? I will pray for you and your situation, may God strengthen you and give you His peace (Shalom) that surpasses all understanding.

I'm praying for you sis. I am feeling the same way and don't know why when I have family all around me. I still feel alone and lost. I pray we both will find peace 💕

I know the feeling. Been going through it too. It’s going to be depression. The very things we go through that’s weighing us down. I take a mild depression med. It is said I am going through things out of my control. But the med is there help me do things. By doing things more. It’s to take my mind off the things out of my control. I find myself doing more now and not as depress. But yet the problems will always be there for me. Things has a domino effect.
Will pray for you. God bless.

Carmen, I had once felt these same type feelings and talked with my primary doctor. He suggested to start with a mild anti-depressant and it worked wonders. I began getting feeling alive again and working in garden and inviting mom to go out to eat and we would go shopping for plants and goodies. There are so many types of anti-depressants so don't give up on the first one. There will be the perfect one for you. You'll be in my prayers.

You will live to give glory to God, that's the reason for our lives, then for our loved ones.
May the power of loneliness be broken in Jesus Christ mighty name. Amen.

You are loved! I have been where you are and am praying for you. My kids are grown now and they’re doing great! …even though I was a depressed mama. I pray you find a peace that surpasses all understanding. Hug those kids and they’ll know and understand and be okay

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I have and do feel that way. MANY MANY times. Partially it's my depression, partially its the times we live in.

What I want for you is to remember that you are remembered by- and loved- by many more people than you might realize. You may be physically alone but you are in the minds and hearts of many.

I pray that God sends you the strength and peace to keep soldiering forward. God bless you.

I just said a prayer for you

You sound depressed. Please go and see your Dr and tell them honestly how you’ve been feeling