Please pray that I can have the courage to trust God and surrender to his way-- I am in an emotionally abusive marriage of 35 years to a narcist that has lied and manipulated me for the past 35 years, he has cheated and physically assaulted me numerous times. I know that I need to leave -- but I can't find the courage to leave knowing that everything I have worked so hard for, I will lose! I just can't surrender to God and trust him that I will be ok and be better off--- I am scared to be alone for the rest of my life!