Lord please opent the yes of my heart and let me hear you and feel you in my soul. I am in a difficult situation that i desperately want to flee. Please help me not turn my disgust for the behavior of some people into destruction against myself. I need to know that no matter what all will be better soon. because it is not escaping me that i am done and want to die right now. Please help the idiots that surround me to stop playing games with me. I cannot take much more here and i really want out of here. He cannot come here because it will kill him and it will destroy us both but you know what the problems are. Please help me to do better and get out of this place with your will for my life intact. I ask that you help Robert as well because he needs it more than I do. please god let this pain part be over. i just simply am spent. i cannot do it any longer. and keep that man child away for a while i truly do not like him at all and that is not bantor that is him disrespecting his elders and he needs to go back to his mother and tell her to finish raising him.