I am sick of upsetting others over the same behaviors time and time again. Yes, I act immature. Yes, I am stubborn. Yes, I do not like others helping me; particularly when I am tired and vulnerable. Just give me spade and let me help you. I've always felt that within human nature to help others is self righteous. A majority of people who help others do so to make themselves feel better. But alas, my instincts ... due to my discontent with Human nature .. upsets others. And that impacts my personal and professional life.

Lord end the nonsense within me. Help me get over myself .. my ego. Allow me to accept as gracefully as l give. Amen 🙏🏻