I suffered from the same symptoms for years. God led me to cognitive behavioral therapy workbooks for anxiety and one for depression. And it worked. These books are about 20 dollars each and can be purchased on Amazon. The 2 books I have are from a dr Kunis. Try this with daily prayer. I'm praying for God to help you with this. Give you the strength passion and motivation to focus on God and these workbooks. Get them work with them everyday. Till you feel better. There is hope. Love you