God to I find my lost in the now and for tomorrow I don't expect for that bad things that have happened to disappear nor do I expect to be shame or live in fear of my mistakes I am a good person and I try everyday to be a better version of myself I am so giving and helpful to everyone around me. But I seem to be the opposite to my spouse I try so hard to be understanding and a good provider yet I'm am made to feel like it not enough and the pass error are always brought up as to shame me taking away from my growth.lord I love my spouse with all my heart , i pray my spouse sees what is right and what is wrong that we can move forward to support eachother God help us. In Jesus name Amen 🙏