Hello my name is Jonathan, Lately, I feel like I’ve really deviated from God. I’ve been experimenting with the LGBTQ lifestyle and would avoid reading and praying on God’s word. But inside I know this is not me and I feel the Holy Spirit is tugging on my heart strings because I would feel anxious and depressed but my flesh is weak and I often give in to this secular lifestyle. But I’m afraid to turn back to God because I’m afraid he would punish me. I’m a mess spiritually and internally. I sought therapy but most therapists are secular themselves and would introduce a new world concept so I knew it wasn’t from God. I need the most powerful thing right now: prayers. In Jesus name. Amen.