I need help, I'm very depressed, I think God hates me and my will to keep fighting is dwindling by the day, sometimes I just wish it would end. I'm low on money, my Husband is always sick so I have to put me and my mental heath issues on the back burner(I need pills, before I loose myself and my mind all the way) I have a job that just takes and takes from me and I give my all to everyone and everything, I have nothing left for me, the only thing I have left to keep me out of the devils clutches is my hope and that is almost gone. I need lots of prayers because I'm loosing this battle against Satan and I can't do this anymore.

I need some prayers, life is not going well right now,I owe a lot of money to bills and I have a job that doesn't pay hardly anything. I need a better job, the courage to do it and more money so I don't have to worry about things getting shut off. I believe in God and I know to trust in him, but prayers never hurt either.

Well I am trying to be nicer but it is so hard. My heat went out last night got that working for the time and now the hot water tank just died and flooded the kitchen. The tank is getting fixed right now, but the things I told my landlord about a long while ago are the things breaking down now because he was to lazy to deal with them before. Please pray for me that the bad will stop and I won't lose my temper at the landlord, I was so mad today I used the Lords name in vain and I don't do that. I feel there is something bad trying to get to my soul and I need it gone, so I can feel better again.