On the 27 oct I lost a baby I'd only just found out about ...on the 3rd Dec I found out I was again pregnant around 4 weeks last night I again began loosing the early pregnancy ...only prayers can help no medical intervention can do a thing xx I have no right to ask God for another child I have two boys ..one age 22 with aspergers and one age 2 who is the joy of my life ...I'm 41 and know I'm lucky to have my little boy so late but if God has given me this baby I beg he lets me carry it full term and raise it and love it x