I have a daughter, 25, who is in the hospital for over the 100th time who fights for every breath with Cystic Fibrosis & Asthma and God promised me when she was diagnosed at the tender age of 4 months she would be healed... our youngest daughter of 13 passed away in June 09 to suicide because of a medication she was put on, and my puppy-love from my childhood, my husband was killed on his motorcycle in May of 13... my momma died 9 weeks later after he did... I'm so sad and tired and I need supernatural strength to find my will to live beyond my sorrow, for my daughter who is my lifeline... I'm so sad and I cry every day... I need Jesus to take this cup from me

I am still reeling from the loss of my daughter to suicide in June 09. We asked for help and the system failed her and God took her home. I know she is in a better place and God has given me a glimpse into why He allowed this. Her death from this life has not been in vain as so many have reached out to God. My problem is I know God's Truth and yet I am still in so much pain. I miss my little girl so much that some days I don't think I can go on. God help me, this pain is slowly killing me. I have so much to live for and I am eternally grateful to God for always carrying me and for never leaving me... I just wish this pain would go away. Life is just not the same anymore... God forgive me for being selfish, but I just want to come home to Heaven to be with You...

I am tired. So many things God has carried me through... everything out there, but the one thing, although I have been through it 3 times with myself and two others in my life, the one thing i was blindsided with was losing my 13 year old daughter June 15, 09 to suicide. She was so perfect in every way just sad and agreed to counsel, so I took her to a doctor once who put her on an anti-depressant that I have since found out was not intended for minor children because of the high rate of suicide. In their paperwork, I also found out "afterwards" that she had four other diagnosis that they never told me about... two weeks later, I found my Angel hanging in her closet. How can I do this? I miss her so much and it is consuming me... the pain, the desperation I feel because I took her to this doctor. Mommie's fix things and we were so close... If only I had known everything... she would still be with me. My other daughter is in the hospital for Cystic Fibrosis... God promised me she is healed. I need Jesus to help me because I am so heartbroken and sometimes it overwhelms me. I am under attack from the enemy and feel helpless. Please God, send me an Angel... send me my Angel. I am hurting so bad that it feels like I am losing my mind. Rivers of tears and waves of desperation... I know God has my children in His embrace... I need Him to come quickly because I can't go on like this... it hurts too bad.