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Bernadine
Bernadine Long
Bernadine
Bernadine Long
Jun 11, 2018

Prayer Request

My Mom passed 3/2017, She is my Queen. She and I did everything together. 2015 I lost my oldest Brother. I had to tell my Mom with the assistance of Family. 2012 I lost my other Brother, My Mom, I and family were at his bed side when He passed. I lost my Dad in 2001, I and family were with Him when He passed.
I am the only surviving out of my immediate family. I have family members that I have tried to hang around with and do things with but this is unsuccessful.
This pass Mother's Day made 1 year since my Mother was gone and I reached out to family asking them to go to church with me, I did not want to be alone. I wanted to be around family and cherish My Mom and Aunts and Cousins that had passed on Together. None of them came, Not one called me or sent me a text acknowledging my request or even to say I am praying for You. I was terribly hurt. I wrote a text to my cousins and told them I was hurt. I shut down. I cried, prayed and asked GOD for help. He did just that. I asked GOD to help me forgive although I never got an apology from anyone. I reached out to my cousins and stated I forgave them all. I have not heard from any of them. I am treated as an outcast. I feel like a loner.
GOD has sent some amazing people into my life that treats me nice and don't mind being in my presence and me theirs. We call and check on each other, we pray with and for each other.
I need prayer with learning how to move forward. I know GOD has me and HE is showing me All I need is HIM. I would love to restore a relationship with my Family.