It's easy to blame God and other for our demise. Perhaps this should be your daily prayer instead.
Grant me the serenity, to accept the things I cannot change; Courage to change the things I can; And wisdom to know the difference.

Dearest Wayne. I want you to know that I believe what you are saying. I learned to overcome similar by really realizing that ONE PLUS GODIS A MAJORITY. I realized that these demons had no power at all, except for the fear I felt, which was their empowerment. I learned to call the name of Jesus, even in my bad dreams, which always dissolved these demons. I also learned to laugh in their faces, knowing that Jesus was going to whoop them every single time, because I am His, and no one messes with me without messing with my protector too. They are just miserable, whimpering nothings, with no power over me at all. I still laugh at their efforts, but they rarely, if ever, bother me now. May the Lord send his warrior angels to encamp around you and do battle to keep you at peace.