My husband asked me for a divorce after 14 years together about 4 months ago. I decided to take a real good look at myself. I do not like who I've become- since right around when our daughter was born, I've become bitter, angry and just a very ugly person. And it took until now to realize that I haven't had God in my life since right around then, I own that I did not make Him a priority. After that realization my world came tumbling down, all the walls I've built over the years have been swept away and I am dealing with years of hiding behind them. All the pain I've turned in to anger because it was easier, I am allowing myself to feel. But with this pain, there is SO MUCH JOY, because even though my brain wants to tell me that God is abandoning me during this time, He welcomed me with open arms. I have secluded myself over the years, not sharing with anyone- not asking for help. But I realize, help is just what I need. Please pray that I walk in the love of God and fill my heart with it to send out to the world. Please pray that I continually trust God's plan, and to not lose my way again. Thank you