The "spirit of Antichrist"/enemy is roaming. A pastor prayed over me yesterday and used this term to bind/cast out things in past of my life. Saints please keep me in prayer. Thank you.

Please pray for me. I believe that God is trying to take me in a new direction. Opportunities considered in the past are now resurfacing. I feel like a clock is ticking. Meaning that my window for something is coming close to closing. Please pray that fear does not take a strangle hold, and that I move forward into the blessings prepared for me. Thank you.

Please pray for me. I don't know what's going on. I feel like God is saying "Walk into your season". However, I feel like my spirit is weak or flesh is weak within me. I'm not sure which. I'm trying not to faint, but my faith was brutally shaken and having problems coming backa and holding on to His promises. I feel like my breakthrough is right around the corner. And that it was there about a month or so ago. But for some reason I struggle to hold on and make it. I'm hearing song "I told the storm" playing in my head. I really don't want to throw up my hands and give in. But I feel SO weak. I don't want to disappoint God. But..I'm scared to move forward in some things He asks me. I don't want to keep going through same cycle over & over again.

I have been wrestling with spirit of obedience - trying to be sensitive to Spirit and let it lead/guide me. On watch night, Spirit asked me to do some things to show praise - to be free. Then It asked me something out of my comfort zone. And instead of being obedient, I did what I considered a compromise but what in truth was disobedience. I feel that very important breakthrough would have resulted in that breakthrough. Since then, I have been seeking God more. And seeing visions of His promises for me - husband, children, ministry. Sadly, the enemy now knowing I'm taking back what was stolen from me - is not happy at all. And is attacking. Trying to take it back. Yesterday I had SO MUCH JOY in God. I even got in accident from initially being disobedient, but I was able to SMILE the whole day and laugh. Granted peace because it happened as result of me TURNING AROUND to do what Spirit said 1st time. But today, though I woke up with WORD needed from God, some time this morning. It's like it was snatched away w/o me noticing. Please pray that I not be bound by feelings/what I see in natural but in EVERYTHING have CONFIDENCE/FAITH in GOD and HE will provide. Thanks.