GOD please give me the strength to do everything possible to get my children to come back home. The last 2 years have been the toughest years of my life. I lost my 3 children and I'm still fighting in court to get them home. When I do see them, they beg to come home and they aways cry to go back to their dads house. It breaks my heart to see them this way. About 3 years ago, I married a man who I thought was my soul mate. I was so happy and he treated my two older children really great. Then I got pregnant and I was having some post-partum depression during my pregnancy and after I gave birth to my precious baby boy. About 2 months after he was born, I found out my husband was cheating on me with multiple people. It made me have an emotional breakdown and I commited myself in the hospital. While I was in the hospital, my husband at the time would call me at the hospital and tell me he was leaving me and he was gonna take my little baby boy from me b/c he said I was unstable. Then a few days after I came home from the hospital, I had my other 2 children taken away from me. And my husband at the time had called my ex-husband while I was in the hospital about me. So they both went and got the same attorney and then my husband filed for divorce. Now my husband at the time hated my ex because we got along and he was a very jealous husband. I not only felt bad because I was sick from the post-partum depression but I had to deal with the fact that I didn't have my kids were taken away from me. I'm still living this nightmare! I was always a wonderful mother and still am but I don't have my kids home with me and every second of the day I think of them and cry constantly because of it. Right now the dad's have temporary custody until I can show the judge how stable I am with holding down a job. I was doing great on my meds a while back because they finally got it right and I was working but then something really hurtful happened and I had another nervous breakdown and couldn't work. So, I really need prayers for strength, so I can hold down a job and get my kids back and prayers for my mom and I to get along. She critisizes me constantly and I am 31 years old. And anything I do in her eyes is never right. Even though I am a great mother and great person. And I need to learn not too let it get to me when she critisizes me for no reason. I love my children and family unconditionally and I want my mom to open her eyes and really see how much hurt she is causing me. And I need the fathers of my children to realize that its about what the kids need and want. If and will I get my kids back, I would never keep my children away from their dad b/c it's important that my children see their dad. I look at what's best for my children. The dads arent. When my children ask to come see me, their dads say no b/c they