My name is Betty Jo''Ive done a lot of Praying for others through the years''and I still do a lot of praying/talking to The Father ''to this day/daily'',but I within myself''am feeling so overwhelmed with many things''on this last few weeks'',I cant seem to stay focused/or to be happy,when I know there are many things,I should be Thankful For,and I am ever so Grateful To The Father''for many things!!Don't get me wrong''I have been the one who has to be strong for so long''and I just feel so weak in my spirit.I feel irritated a lot lately,with even the minor of things,and worry so much.I work as a cashier @Walmarts for the last 8 yrs,and barely have the funds to do anything for myself,out of the ordinary''or just for fun/or just because''.There is always something else/n someone who needs and must have/and I would/will do it in a heartbeat''This past few yrs.my health is/has been horrible..In 2008,my Mother died of cancer'',in 2010 while away in Texas helping my daughter move back there for her husband to come from his 3rd tour in Iraq,My heart went into ventricular tachycardia,I flatlined ,twenty three times in a twenty five hr.period''3 surgeries later/@3 different hospitals'',after recovering from that,I learned that the man that ''I thought had loved me''for the last 7yrs,was cheating on me/had been for quite sometime ,but this time it was with my own daughter[oldest]] of my three girls''while away helping another in Texas'and her staying with me,so she could get her life back on track,for herself and my gr.daughter.to this day,she has never apologized or said ,she was sorry''and I believe,she is a pathological liar/deceiver,and is teaching her daughter/my gr.daughter to be the same way'',our relationship is not /hasn't been the same since''But I keep asking The Lord''for his intervention.In Jan.2012''my best friend/brother Joe died of an aneurism in his brain,and 2012,Oct.my brother Michael died of a hemmorage in his brain..Ive been diagnosed now with diabetics,there are innumerous tumors in/around my liver''a lung nodule in my left lung''and my middle daughter lost her home to a fire in Nov of this year'',I just feel as though the more ''Ive been praying/clinging to ''The Lord''and seeking him,the more badthings keep happening in/around my life'' I FEEL LIKE ,I'M FALLING APART,INSIDE MY HEART/MIND!!!.Now my youngest son of 21 yrs,has been sent to prison,for accepting a ride with a stranger,while walking to my house one eve.and to be pulled over and arrested,because the vehicle was stolen'',why is all of this happening?I feel like ''JOB''from the Bible''.I do love The Lord''with all of my herat/soul'',I will not turn my back or walk away from Him'',I don't understand why so much,is being thrown to me.I need help,prayer,and people agreeing with me in prayer;;but when I ask'',People look at me weird and some have even said ''I Am Cursed''.why would I be cursed..Please Pray for me/My Family.God Bless,Keep,Protect Us,Each/Everyone.
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